and the worst mother of the year award goes to...

ME!!!!!

i locked Carter in the car at Dairy Queen. I think i had 4 nervous breakdowns in 5 minutes. I called Chad and told him he had to leave work and go home and get the extra keys. For some reason it never dawned on me to call 911. The manager of Dairy Queen (who is now my best friend) called the saftey officer and he was there in about 45 seconds because he was in the area. He had my doors open in 30 seconds. I think carter was in the car alone for about 4 minutes. He was just sitting in his carseat looking from left to right like..."Okay mom, come out now. I am all alone....Mom? Mom? Did you seriously leave me in the car?" He never cried and eventually started laughing at all the Dairy Queen employers that were making faces at them. In the mean time i was walking around thinking about how i am one of those mother's you see on t.v. neglecting their child. He is fine, i am fine...but i just seriously want to go throw up i am so disgusted with myself.